4:19 PM - Monday, November 23, 2009
Hey my blog peeps. sorry for the long updates. Im been busy with my life. Cheerleading, dance and family. Performances and competitions all around the corner. So im just been busy with my practices. Currently im not working as i cant find any jobs to work.. Going alots of interviews but still cant get any job. Hmm. Im so stress up living in my life with no cash in hands.. so sick of it! Arghh! I planned to find jobs next year because if i get jobs now, im going malaysia soon. So must take off and stuff. arghh! So the leceh!
Im so happy that at last my family are going to malaysia together and i can confirm its gonna be fun. Im going with my family and my cousins. We going to Bangi first to my cousin's wedding den after the wedding we going Perak to meet my cousin's. After that we going to Cameron Highlands! Wohoo! Im so happy! All the plans are planned by my father. Cool kan! Cant wait for the day to come. We going to malaysia on this coming thursday. Hmmm. Cant wait but gonna miss someone): haish.
About myself, I actually kinda like someone but too bad he already have a girlfriend. hmm. What can i do is to just wait for him maybe. Or just make him my bestfriend. I dun know. I dun know why i can fall for him. Maybe how he treats me and all. Hmm. Nvrmd. I can just let my fate come find me. If he really is my fate den maybe he will come for me. I bet so. Now im going to miss him as im going to malaysia soon. Hmm. I bet he'll be alright here but next year im gonna miss him really bad ): oh god! please help me to be strong. Amin!
Labels: I Like My Sweets
6:06 PM - Thursday, October 8, 2009
Hey my peeps! Sorry for the long update. Kinda busy the few weeks back so now im free. Yeah! Anyways, my exams are over at last. Wohoo! im so free and release from my stress. Yes ah! No more school for me. Haha! Im a freeman now. Now must work. I need to help my family. work for the mean time waiting for my results to come out. My Nlevels paper was okay lah. Ade susah ade senang but overall is fine. I already did tried my very best and i hope i get good results to bring back home. How i wish! hmm. I hope that i can make my family proud of me=] I want to go sec5 if i can lah but if i cant den its just too bad for me. So anyways, no more school seems boring too. I'll miss all my precious friends in school. Hmm. Especially my bestie, fauzaan. Miss him so much man! But i promise myself that i'll meet him one day. So currently now im just at home with nothing to do. This is my opportunity to wish my friends Good Luck to those who taking Olevels. All the best aite! Lastly, I miss my Mr Pauzaan=]
Labels: Stress Free
11:47 PM - Sunday, September 20, 2009
First day of Hari Raya!
Selamat Hari Raya to all the muslims!=]
1:42 AM - Monday, September 14, 2009
Today i was having my prelims exams. Maths paper 1 and history. I screwed in my history as i didnt memorise much about the topic. I memorise the wrong topic so i have to suffer for 1hr 30mins for the exam. Hmm.. But i tried my very best to answer every single question.. Cool uh! Maths paper was okay.. its just my luck. hahah! I went back home after that.
I make my kuih Raya. Kuih suji is my first kuih that i make this year. Hahah! i have alot more to go but i have only one week left to bake my kuih. hmm... I felt something wrong today. my heart dun feel so good. Mayb i just think about him too much? I just miss him alot. he didnt reply my msg. Im so worried about him. i know today he's working. mayb he's busy with work? idk=( hmm.. I love him alot! really. cant stop thinking bout him every seconds when i catch my breadth. i just need his reply once. telling me that he's fine or whatever. Sedih seyy.. Nak nangis tau!=( i hold my tears whole day. but cant hold it anymore when i talk to my bestie bout it. Its just so sad afterall. I felt that im just a toy that being use by a guy. Hmm.. my life is so miserable afterall.. I just nees him by my side thats all. I called him and he ans my calls. im so happy and i ask bout his health and stuff. he says that he's fine and im so relief. Thank God! He's safe.. He esay that i can meet him tomorrow after his work.. Weee! at last i get to meet him.. Im so looking forward to meet him tomorrow and i hope it never happen the same thing like the other time.. but who cares? i dun. Haha! im so gonna meet him after sch.. Love you Baby! Muackkzz!
I talk to my besties on the phone. We laugh like nobodys business.. Haha! Its funny though. I conference with att, shabby and taufik. We talk about dirty stuff. hahhhhaaa! siak kan! dah takde keje. ape nak buat! hahahah! What we do is just talk and talk and talk till we felt so sleepy like me at this mint.. hahaha! my eyes barely cant open anymore.. its just too heavy=] im going to bed soon though.. so till here. i'll update soon aitex!=]
Labels: Miss Him Badly
1:05 AM - Sunday, September 13, 2009
Hey currently nothing to do at home. Actually im suppose to meet my baby boy at 1pm but then when i called him, he's still sleeping.. He msg me around 4+.. he said that he woke up late and he's rushing to work.. Hmmm.. sedih nye tak dpt jumpe die=( anyways, I just clean my house as its gonna to be Hari Raya soon. Wee! best nye! After cleaning, Karaoke-ing at home to entertain myself. Hahah! Boring kan pat umah! hahah! I help my grandma to prepare food for breakfast today. My grandma not cooking so i just prepare wat we have at home.
After breakfast, I went to geylang with my family. actually, its my friend's family but i treat them like my own. Its fun though. we took lorry and our lorry was full. Hahaha! ramai kan org! When reached at geylang it was so cramp and full of people but lucky the road wasnt jam. Phew! hahhaa! I went to the bazaar to check it out check it out my baju raya. Lawa lawa seh baju sume! but too bad i was just went there to survey only. Hmm! mintak my father duit, die tak kasi plak. takpe lah.. i just wait for my mom to pass me the cash. Den i'll come back to buy my baju raye. This year my colour is GOLD! Gorgeous kan!=] Hahah! cant wait to wear my kebaya on Raya! Wee! I went back home around 12+.. hee. padahal bsok skolah sey... siak kan! hahhaa! Exam plak tu.. hahha! Hmm.. but the most important thing is, I miss him alots!=(
Labels: Miss Him Badly
11:49 AM - Saturday, September 12, 2009
Hey peeps! Today supposely going to geylang with shabby again but end up i didnt go as her father tagging along with her and her mom. Hmm.. She told me to tag along with belle. I msg belle but she didnt reply my msg. So i just wait till she msg me. I wait the whole day but i didnt received any reply from her. So i bet tak jadi pegi lah nie. Hmm.. Im so bored at home! arghh! I'in msg me. tanye pat mane. so i say im at home. But then he say that die pat geylang with missy, zuee, sick and the rest. Hampa hati betta! So i just stay at home. My comp accompany me at home. Nasib ade comp, klao tak. Boring aku! Hmph! My itchy hands change my background. haha! lawa tak??! hee...
Anyways, im attached with someone. wee! Love him lots! thought of meeting him the next day but den he have to go to work back to settle somthings. hmm. sedih seyy. but anyways, he is so cute! like i know right! haha! i've been contacted with him for the last few days. we get to know each other closer den come this mint that we are together. I miss him Lots!=(
Labels: I Love My Baby Boy
11:53 PM - Thursday, September 10, 2009
Hey my peeps. sorry for the late updates. im so busy with my schools. exams in the corner. phew! scary siot! haha! anyways, i really miss updating my blog. its been like so long i have this free mint to blog again.. weee.. so the gerek rasenye.. hahaha..!=]
anyways, i went to geylang with shabby today. this is like my first time at geylang and its like so cramp lah! tak bole nafas aku! hahha.. me and shabby is like loving couple. sweet kan! i know right! hahaa! kte buke same2 at singapore post. haha. i mean just sit outside to buke skejap. kte buke ramly burger. both of us dah kempunan ramly burger. hmmm.. after that, we to the bazaar again to check it out baju raye. the design are so beautiful.. feel like buying on the spot but takde duit loh! haha! so end up just jalan2 jek. belle join us for a while after she bought something with her father. me and shabby ate ice cream yg jual at T.K.C. MMMMMM.. yummy! haha! we went to chill outside singapore post den we went home..
after that, i met i'in at woodlands. lpk ngan die kejap. he want to come to my house. so after that we went home together. hee! kirekan mcm i fetch him gitulah. haha=] thats all peeps for today. will update again soon aites! HUGS & KISSES! MuackZZzz...
