11:21 PM - Tuesday, December 15, 2009
I feel so lonely after a week that someone had not been contacting me. I feel so sad and miss him so much! Really! I miss his laughter, smile, smell and his craziness. The most i miss in him is his warm cuddly hug. haish): I cant force him to contact me as he already had a girlfriend. Now, i fall for him already. Im in love with him because he's kind , nice, fun and a person that i can lend a shoulder to cry on but now it just fade away without a word. haish. I feel so terrible and my heart broke into pieces. Oh god!): I can understand that he already had a girlfriend and he is busy with his life. But i just need one message or call from him. I'll be happy for that. I just want to know your condition and how are you doing now. hmm. Just one message or call will be enough. For now, im just a broken-hearted girl that always her every tears fall down her cheek. What can i do now is to just pray for his safety and hope that he will did great in his precious life. I never want to see you unhappy. I want you to have a great future and have a special friend that can treat you great. Even though my heart breaks, you will always be in my mind. I will always think of you every time i catches my breath. To me, you are my sunlight that guide me through my darkness but you are just my hopeless dream. haish. I have to accept that this is my fate. hmm. I just feel so sucks that you just suddenly stop contacting me. Even im busy with my dance and cheer, i still text you but i didnt received any from you. hmm. Oh god! Why i always been hurting so much. I cant take it anymore. Oh god! Please forgive me!
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